`Le Saccharinity-

Saturday, December 13, 2008

6:23 PM

Lynn's back :) Been hanging out with her the past few days. 'Twas fun, like the old times :p

Can't wait for my exams to be over.. I'm disappointed I can't really go celebrate her birthday on the 17th, since my exam is on the 18th. I can't afford to suffer from a hang over what-so-ever. Been slacking off this term. Not really my usual self. I just feel lethargic all the time.

I feel guilty. I have no idea how to explain myself or explain the changes. I feel bad.

I've always been a runner - trying to avoid as much complications as possible. But I think it's going to take its toll sooner or later, and catch up with me.

How do I explain them? How do I start? I hope it can be any easier, but saying it out loud seems cruel. I just don't see the future like how I used to anymore. It's slipping away. I don't think I can keep this up any longer.

Should I get it over and done with? Or should I drag on until I can't anymore?

I've spoken with Silje about it. It seems mutual, in terms of interest regarding the situation. I've always felt that I can talk to her about anything. She never judges. She listens.

♥ Much love ♥

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Traveling;
Shopping;
Hanging out;
Listening to music;
Last but not least,
♥ petpet

To graduate with honors;
Move out - Far Far away

♥Angela
♥Charlie
♥Diyana
♥Direlle
♥Lynn
♥Natasha
♥Sandy
♥Suffianah
♥Vamp

♥Howe
♥Jeremy
♥Lun
♥Raaj
♥Rueban
♥Sathis
♥Trungen