`Le Saccharinity-

Monday, October 24, 2005

7:33 PM

'Trust me' - These words hadn't been spoken, yet they seemed to be all around me, spinning lazily like dandelion fluff on a summer wind. I looked out to my window. The night was dark, and the moon was out. I couldn't see any stars, but I know they were there. Sigh.

I have to start trusting you now, or it'll be too late. (Once again) 3 more weeks till the real thing begins, cramming those information will be a tough one. I mean, why study history? I'm saying that because I'm History at History. :/ Why bother memorizing stuff like that? Is it to prevent people from repeating the 'past', or is it to test how good our skill of memorizing things are like? :( I've decided to drop it anyway. I suppose, I dont really need it do I?

So this morning, I was sleeping soundly, and was aroused by this blinding blue light that kept flashing on and off beside me. It took me almost 5 seconds to realise it was my phone :) So I did what everyone would normally do. Flipped it open and read it. Tried to reply but it was hard! I had to blink several times to figure out what I had typed, since I have the tendency to double check before I send anything out. :) Flopped back to bed after that.

Blah Blah Blah. I'm too lazy to put it in words. For now those memories are going to be locked up somewhere in a untouched corner in my head. And I'm going to destroy the key. Because I'm never entering it anymore :) Besides that, I guess I'm going to trust you, and I'll miss you loads :)

Ciao!

♥ Much love ♥

5:50 AM

This is a really nice song by Alex Lloyd - 'Beautiful'
Kinda describes something pretty well *Winks*

All goodbyes disappeared,
when I first set my eyes on you,
I found a world so pure and blue.

Today I... vow to you,
that every little piece you see,
is coming from the heart of me.

You are so beautiful,
and you're filling up my day,
with the things I can't explain.

You are so beautiful,
and I'm holding on today,
yeah, we're holding on,
we're holding on.

Among the broken glass,
a road we've all been down before,
but this time there's an open door.

A code so set and sealed,
where nothing is unbreakable,
to find strength of iron will.

You are so beautiful,
and you're filling up my day,
with the things I can't explain.

You are so beautiful,
and I'm holding on today,
yeah, we're holding on,
we're holding on.

All goodbyes dissapeared.

You are so beautiful,
and you're filling up my day,
with the things I can't explain.

You are so beautiful,
and I'm holding on today,
yeah, we're holding on,
we're holding on.

You are so beautiful,
and you're filling up my day,
with the things I can't explain.

You are so beautiful,
and I'm holding on today,yeah,
we're holding on,we're holding on.

♥ Much love ♥

4:21 PM

So.. I got bored ;(! Started to play around with my nails. ;) Painted them Glittery Pink then added some Nail stickers that Mom brought from Taiwan from her last visit (Without me :> )

Oh well ^^, I'm confused :( Whether I have to go collect my art paper tomorrow or on Tuesday!!! I heard her say 24th of October! Maybe I wasn't paying attention ;( hehe* Mike loves RAKION! It's a boring game! Wana know why? Wana wana wana? Because I can't get into any games! And the game play is boring ;( Maybe it's just me! :p Sandy asked me to go to Singapore tomorrow. I dont know if I want to >.> We'll see. I told her I'd contact her at night. :S Anyways..

Ciao! :D

♥ Much love ♥

9:56 PM

Well, I had Mac today for breakfast (As usual, hotcakes + Sausage and a cup of orange juice (: ) with Sandy and Peiwan. >.> It was a hearty breakfast! Went to school with satisfaction tho! We had an appointment with 'piggy Than' as Melissa calls him (Our chemistry teacher). I guess that nick name is kinda cute. Lol.

We had him re-teaching the whole chapter of rate of reactions! I was almost falling asleep >.>, not that it's boring or anything. I'm just tired :(, at least I tried to stay awake :), partipated in some of his questions. So it's all good. :P

Subsequently, we left school to have lunch at causeway pt. I was provided by some coupons! Bought that drumlet thing at KFC. >.> It was so spicy I had to peel off the skin before eating it!

Sandy's mom said she'd pick her up from CS, so we went to coffee bean, I ordered a Latte, while she got Ulitimate Mocha. Heeeh, shopped a little while waiting for our parents. Well, I called mine, and they were (COINCIDENTLY) there as well, so I told them I'd be meeting them in a abit as I walked around CS.

OH YEA, Did I mention I bought a white little man with a glowing red pee pee when my phone gives out radiation. Wow it's so cute. :)
Lazy to write more. ;(

Ciao! :)

♥ Much love ♥

10:38 PM

Before my graduation, we had to make a trip down to the MOE to hand up our art pieces and prepatory boards personally. Well, it's not exactly the MOE, it's just some building where they keep all the examination O'Level papers. *Roll eyes*

So I arrived at about 7a.m sharp, went up to the art room before we leave to do some final touch ups. (Not that I need to, I finished everything before hand) However, YW needed some help, so, I decided to help since I had absolutely nothing to do. Despite our "disagreements" before, I still helped her, like omigawd! What the hell's wrong with me. Not that I want to care or anything, but I suppose helping people are just the basics of life no matter what you do, you'll still meet people you dislike. I guess she's just one of them, and it's just a test or something.

As usual, XY is late for school (No matter how important it is), and as usual she often say the same thing, of which she had to stay up late to finish up her ____ (Fill in the blanks). If you seen the way she slept on the bus, you'd say 'holy mother of god, she could sleep anywhere'. Honestly? Yea. I mean A-N-Y-W-H-E-R-E.

When we reached our destination (25 minutes later...?), we had to carry down all our art stuff to room 103. As soon as we reached the place, students from other schools gradually arrived, woah, you should have seen their pieces! It was ABSOLUTELY gorgeous. Ah who cares anyway! I'm just glad that subject is over and done with! We then rushed back to school for the graduation ceremony...

So...! I'm an official graduate of CHR. Hmmm, the ceremony was kinda boring I suppose, especially the part where Mr. Ang gave his long and extremely boring speech. I accidently fell asleep and was constantly prodded awake by my friend ;(

After the ceremony, we had to stay for like 1 hour of science, BLAH BLAH BLAH. Funny part was that Sandy & Peiling overheard K talking in her totally fake american accent with her friends, Peiling tried to imitate her, boy does she sound funny!

Subsequently, Sandy, Peiling, Peiwan and myself decided for 'Seoul garden' to have a huge feast! Zomg, we had clams, mussels, beef, chicken, e.tc. DIY of course, Sandy had some difficulties with cooking, she constantly pops up the question "Is it done yet?"

Well that wasn't the best part yet! As we were trying in vain to get some dessert (Ice cream)some idiot boys were saying "Omg, if I ran home, and come back again, they wont be done with their ice cream!" Well guess what? We finished getting ice cream (4 full huge scoops), went to the toilet washed up, they're still there trying to get their ice cream! I wonder who took a longer time. Try it before you diss someone you bunch of fags.

I guess that wraps about my graduation day. X)

Ciao! (:

♥ Much love ♥

12:12 AM

Well, Exams are getting near, so I suppose I better start cranking. Hence, starting from today, :o I'll only be on Sunday afternoon - evening I guess. I only have to continue this routine for about 1 month and I dont have to study anymore for quite some time. (:

Anyways, I've been playing L2! Talked to Julia, she gaved me David's account since her computer is busted, and David is such a cad. She let me take his bow so I took it an upgraded it to +6, all the money I can spare, a whooping 10 mil gone. Sigh* Made a full party to take on Angels, 5.6million Health points. Took us about 15 minutes to get 900k Health points down so we gaved up and scrolled. After which, we went to hunt down some Revolution nubscakes, me and mike wtfpwned 4 of them since they are gate humpers. Lawl. (: Me and Mike decided to go level at the limal bridge, unfortunately those little douchebags decided to 10 vs 2 us. I frigging de-leveled but i re-leveled AGAIN when I got back to the bridge. We'll see tomorrow, it'll be judgement day. Seige is on, and Dion will be ours, not to be overconfident or anything but I believe that we can do it :P Go playboy style!

Calvin says he could coach me in Physics in class if I dont know anything, I suppose that'll work I dont reckon I can ask HER anything since she always sleeps in class. God! To think I was sure her maths is better than me, but she still failed with flying colours. Bah, I'm not better! Gotta start mugging like how I grinded for levels in game. :-D The game will still be there but I know that I can't turn back time and regretting I dont study! What was it he said again? Oh yea 'The Juice Is Worth The Squeeze' I hope I didnt get it wrong. Lawl. I hope I can finish my art, I have to do the lift buttons tomorrow morning, oh well. Time to sleep :)

Ciao!

♥ Much love ♥

6:54 PM

After numberous bugging and persuasion to update my blog......

Hmm, So where do I start? I have about 9 days to talk about! Jesus! Prelims was okay I suppose, although, the marking for English was perposterous! Most of the people failed horrible, I passed though, but I didn't do that well. :P Physics was expected, I got a big fat E8 for my overall, it's so totally awesome (yea right). I told Jer if he would teach me on Fridays, since he get off school at 1230, and I get off at about 1215. Oh yea, and my brother did a talk about what I wana do in the future! Same old same old, gunna go to poly after I graduate, doing Multimedia, Majoring in Animations, try hard to go to Australia and get into a good University! Probably live there with you know who. Haha! See I got it all mapped out already! Totally awesome(for real)!

You know, some people are just plain unreasonable cheating cads. I wont be suprised if she can't do anything in the future, not when she dropped god dammed combined science. I'd be wagging my certificate in front of her sickening face. I doubt she'll even pass mathematics, even ITE wouldnt dream of taking her in. Haha, I still remember what she insulted me with, she called me a hypocrite, I dont think she knows what it means though, maybe her best friend can coach her with some English. Perhaps not, she only got a C average for her English anyways. She shouldn't use such words at her disposal since the 'ahlian' language makes her seemed more 'classy'. Actually, I wouldn't even use the word 'classy' in the same sentence with her name, she doesn't deserve it. Have she ever looked into the mirror? Oh yea I forgot, She's such a vain pot she needs the mirror, it's her god dammed life. She even said my friend's skirt was short, it was short because my friend's a growing girl, any idiot would know. As if her's isn't short, well sweetheart, THAT is when you use the word H-Y-P-O-C-R-I-T-E. Read and learn.

Anyways, I wagged school today so I can be home to finish up my art prepatory boards, I guess I'm way behind time, I'm sure I'll be able to finish, I always do anyway.

What happened this morning was like this :

So I was sleeping under my cozy sheets, with the air conditioner cranked up to 19 degs, the blinds closed; Picture that, dreaming of something beautiful and nice, and suddenly, my phone decided to ring, I pawed through the sheets to find the dammed blinking object. *1 message recived*. Oooohhhhh, Michael woke me up to make me get on because there was a party going on in game, jee! However, It was fun, haha we got to kill afew people at Faggotory grounds.

Bad way to wake up :(, sorry I woke you up like that sometimes, haha! I'm sure you wont mind anyway *Winks*.

That's for the morning anyway, I started working on my essay writings on some ancient history, it was mind wrecking. I guess I got some parts done up neatly and perfectly. :) Time for dinner!

Ciao! (:

♥ Much love ♥