`Le Saccharinity-

Friday, November 28, 2008

8:18 PM

I've been damn lazy :P

Anyway, almost finishing "Marley & Me"! Last few chapters made me cry :( Possibily made me feel guilty about my sweet puppy sometimes :P Okay, maybe not a puppy anymore. She's 9 this year! Old girl... I remembered she used to climb the stairs when she's not supposed to, she was around 2 months old then! And how my mom flipped when she peed on the carpet.. How I flipped when she gave me a nice present in my room, right in front of the door! The glorious pee! Arghhh.

Her (2 months)

Her (Now)

I can't wait for the movie to come out this Christmas! Also would like to catch the Four Christmases :P The trailer seems nice!

Met up with Sandy, E & Zin on Thursday. It was fun :P I gotta say, I get abit crazy when you combine Sandy & Zin together, so much so that they threatened to leave me or throw me in the fountain :P Funny enough, I'm always mellow when I'm alone with either one of them..

We went trying clothes and shopping, and I saw this top *__*! It's a special type of blue with a braided strap on the left, and normal sleeveless on the right. So buying it :P.... Also saw some other stuff are RI that I'm quite interested in. Sorry to cut the trip short girls :P Had to catch the train at 7pm - Which got delayed for a half hour! Got home at around 930 :(
*Yawns*

♥ Much love ♥

7:13 AM

Note to self:

Don't forget Howe's reward!

(Here's your insurance!!!!!!!!!!)

And MYYY surprise

(MYYYY insurance :P)

♥ Much love ♥

7:38 AM

THESE ARE DELECTABLE LITTLE TREATS!
Need I say more? LOOK HOW ADORABLE THEY LOOK! *Drools*
Watermelon is a tad too sweet, but Banana is just right! *Smiles*

♥ Much love ♥

2:15 AM

Nov 14:

Well! Didnt have much of a celebration for my birthday. Just the usual get together! Had a fabulous dinner at Barnacles (Thanks bro)! Spectacular view outside, but the breeze made it a little bit stuffy! We had to wait close to 30 mins for our food! Can't complain because it really was great. <3 my Lobster Ravioli! (Drools)

Nov 16:

Jeremy came over and took me out for lunch and ice cream! *Smiles* But he had to rush to camp before 8 :'(...

Nov 17:

Had a get together with Sandy, E, and Zinette.

It's been a while since we've seen Zinette. Yes she's rather enthu about taking this picture lol. How long has it been? 1 year at least eh? Missed her and her rubbish. Although she talks without thinking, but damn she's funny as hell.
Maresoun oi malakies pou les

Sandy's parrot, Sandy, is annoying as hell. Yes... its name is also Sandy... How... cute... ><"..

Oh, I just bought this! And I like it :D

♥ Much love ♥

11:23 PM

Finally! The weekends. I've been looking forward for it. Tough week today. Busy with the shootings for our Santa Kels production :P

Day 1: Merlion

Day 2: Esplanade / Singapore Flyer

That being said, everything's done! But my narration sounds like crap :P I guess hearing yourself sounds like crap -_-"... But... it really does sound retarded... Like I don't know what I'm reading.. *pause*.....

♥ Much love ♥

6:02 PM

The bond between Mariam and Laila was unbreakable. She would die for Laila to atone her sins for killing Zalmai's father. She lived a life full of hardship and remorse. Married of at the age of 15 yet her father did nothing to prevent this for fear of his good name. No matter how regretful his letter was, it's not enough for what she has gone through! What with the beatings and endurance of a cold and hateful husband. What with caring for his needs attentively without complain. It's all so sad she couldn't go with Laila. Even if she could... it'll consume her with guilt.

The ending was beautiful. ..."Because, if its a girl, Laila has already named her"

Dearest S-

Regarding my previous post, it simply meant I do not care. Perhaps you don't understand that. Why fret over someone (whom you think!) who is thinking bad about you? Isn't it hard to live with fear of how people would pass judgements against you?

Do you fear that? It's tiresome. I'm tired of that. I wasn't talking about you, even if I was, why do you care what a shameless bitch thinks? Shouldn't my thoughts mean nothing of any significant to you? Shouldn't my thoughts be putrid?

I'm flattered, really. For the time spent on constructing sentences of hatred that is meant to hurt me. I've read the first post, and I rather found it astoundingly funny. In contrast to the 2nd, it wasn't as much of a "blow" as you would call it. Distasteful rather. I know this from the way you tagged my board. The way you wrote, predictable.

Are you better than me for being a Singaporean citizen? No, I think so not.

If you want to insult me, do as you please. I won't bat a lash.

Leave your name next time because it's hypocritical to the fact that you said "I disrespect myself". Do you disrespect yourself?

I wrote this not in anger, but to extend the mere thought that whatever I think should not bother you the way it should have.

-T.

I'd like to watch this movies: Dogville and Dancer in the Dark.

I wonder if I can find them from the store. Anyway, these are the trailers:

♥ Much love ♥

7:11 PM

Your exasperation is my joy,
your demise is my pleasure.
The skys above won't mourn for you,
nor will the birds sing.

I'm almost done with my read. The treacherous man had died in the hands of his wives.
I suppose there's going to be a good end to this!

A feeble attempt.

♥ Much love ♥

5:59 AM

There are white lies and black lies
and many shades of grey lies.
Some lies are justified
Lies told out of kindness
Lies that preserve dignity
Lies that spare pain
I am Abraxas he says,
The demon of lies and deceit.

Nicely written, nicked it off from some show if I remembered it correctly. It was when she was searching for inspiration in writing her script.

Had a rather normal day today! Rather peculiar one! But it's amusing in the end - made my day.

Den me endiaferei giati apla den ekana tpt lathos!

I've received my necklace today as well; Vintage to the point where it looked a wee bit fragile. Ironic. But I guess it does look pretty neat, what with the brooch and everything!
Went home pretty early for a cat nap! Energized! Happy! Jovial! Elated!
My hives got back again! Got me a little grumpy, but it's gone again. *Sigh*

Sandy went to meet E for lunch today. *Pouts* Next week, something special? I dont have anything planned, something fun and simple will do.

Apparently dear old brother is going to buy me dinner! *Smiles* I wonder what will it be this year. Last year was George & Dragons (Fabulous steak house) and TGIF as well. Totally loved it.

......................................

Guilt consumes a person and spares no mercy.
Watch it as it swallows in one gulp
and spits it out in one swift move.
Some would escape intact,
Some would be trapped to writhe in agony
while trying in vain to break away from their inner demons.

Neither guilty nor innocent thus leaving it unscathed & untouched.

*I am not afriad of death,
I just don't want to be there when it happens - Woody Allen.

Just a little somethin somethin!

Can't wait to see what N.K sent! *_* Tons of luv.

♥ Much love ♥

11:32 PM

Caught up with Jon about the old days yesterday. Made fun of some and definately missed some! It's been almost 3 years now! Since 2005! Omg Jon, you've grown out of your anime collection that you so proudly presented to me! Love the rabbit ears tho.. nice touch! *Beams*
And yes, I'd love a ride on your new Ford mustang. *___*"

Went around with Wei Lun today. We were so lethargic! Hungry! Bored! Nice lunch at Mos burgers. I have to say.. I remember just sitting there for hours with friends doing nothing but talk about anything and everything! Late afternoon cramming sessions that turned into sweet nothings. I miss the days! Saw Sherman too! Didn't approach him since I wasn't that close to him during secondary school days. Yikes. I'm not even sure if that's his name.. I'm horrible! Urgh.

We went shopping around CWP and he bought a shirt :D It was a rather nice button up shirt in my opinion! And I got me a watch! I saw this quilted bag, it looks really nice. Probably gonna think about it, but I bet I'll get it anyway next week. *Doh*

Family might be moving next year. The house will be bigger but the compound will be smaller. It's not like I spent my time outside so I pretty much don't care. Would be nice to have a nice garden like here. It's nice to sit outside at night and watch the stars! If we move, my room will be at least x3 bigger than now, with a bigger toilet. Think I can convince dad to build me a walk-in closet? :o Not that I have any complaints about anything here. But I'd rather stay where we are because I'm sort of used to the environment and I like the way things are right now. They say it's safer there tho. What with the security guards and everything. As if they don't strive off from work! Lies, lies and lies!

Howe! I owe you big time :D Don't forget the pact when you come back! I'll have a surprise for you. And thanks for the extra 200 words to my essay :P *Beams* Fantastic! I daresay that I'm fairly happy with what I churned out with. I'm not sure that it's what he's looking for.. But I'm happy to have tried my best. Elated to be done with it!

Weekends are coming soon! Yay. Will be finishing up loose ends and relaxing. Currently, I'm feasting my eyes on a new read! "A Thousand Splendid Suns'. Some people says the Kite Runner is better! But I'll pick that up once I've finished it! So many things to read, so little time!

♥ Much love ♥

6:59 AM

My blog; recluse.

By entering or visiting, consider yourself "interested" in reading whatever I have to write about.

Henceforth, I have no use of your comments or any fault you may find in relation to my posts.
Nor do I value your thoughts (at all, I might add).

However, I extend my gratitude for your kind efforts in providing insights to whatever that may seem like a thorn in your eye, and for your anxiety in replying with haste.

♥ Much love ♥

10:44 PM

Misunderstanding upon misunderstanding.
It just shrivels in the corner lurking around.
Before you can put up your defences it pounces unexpectedly.
However, it's of no regards to me - Because I simply do not care. (Yes, understatement!)

I can't wait to finish this term. Familiar faces has gone and pass. But they are all the same.
It's not like I will talk to them ever again after I've graduated. Perhaps for some. Everyone goes their separate ways. Only people I still hang out with since primary and secondary are still the ones I met when I was 8! You know who you are! *Glares*

And for a certain someone, Im tired of your antics, I've realised for the past few months. Even so, I've not regretted, nor will I admit that I done something wrong. It's not in my place, but however you may seem to think it's your problem. It does not bother me. But somehow, it's bothering you and you may have talked about it, bitched about it or discussed about it hoping to win someone's over that is not my business. May I remind you to maintain a friendly stance for I am not one to cross.

It's my birthday soon, guess I'm just looking for a quiet celebration with my friends and my family. What will you have planned? *Hints* Can't wait for Lynn to come back during December. I'm so excited! Late nights back again! At least for afew weeks.

♥ Much love ♥